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YOUUUUU MAY CALL ME AJ
Artist | Student | Varied
United States
:iconrequestfriendsonly::iconnocollabs::iconcommissionsopen:
-_- Take time acknowledge the damn stamp please. DO NOT ask me for requests, unless you are a friend.
HAY HAY HAAAAAAAAAY :
:iconcastorocplz: DAT RIGHT DERE. I MADE DAT AS A GIFT TO :iconrecklessalbinochibi: CUZ SHE BE DA BOMB AND SO IS :iconfrou-frou-chan: CUZ SHE DREW DA PICTAH BUT THE O.C IS :iconrecklessalbinochibi:'S OKOK???
...:iconsadnessplz: i messed up....

You can calls meh aj~
I'm in highschoooll~~
MY WIFE: :iconsexiakagamine:
I"m ponytolla AND I GOTS ME A FAAAAAAMLLLLYYYYY (YES I MEANT TO KEEP THE I OUT.)
MEH BLOOD SISTAH- :iconblonderaven133: (long story behind this one XD)
MEH CRAZY ASS OLDER SISTUH- :iconwolvezrule:
MY SISTERZ-:iconxmidnight-nightmarex::iconlovejeffthekiller100::iconratchetgirlrules98:

MY MASTEEEER/YOUNG LORD=:iconwishelf:
MY PIMP=:iconanimeloverfox:
MY ADOPTED SISTAH: :iconfrou-frou-chan:
MY MEISTER OR MIESTER... HOW EVAH YA SPELL IS: :iconjazmia2000:
MY BROOOOO: :iconbcxbt4ever:
MY BOO: :iconchibixavii:
MY RUBIXCUBE!!!!: :iconmousergirl:
MEH PET!!!: :iconsilverlava10001:
MY GIRLFRIEND~:iconqueenrockie:


:iconfangirlplz: ^^ Yesh~ I do fangirl, If you knew me in perseon (Which some of you do) I am like one of the people who likes to make people smile, and I'm a leader.
BECAUSE WHO NEEDS THE CROWD, I'M INDIVIDUAL BEEEEIIIIITCH!!!!!
Animes I Will Start watching soon:

To Love Ru
Maid-Sama
Akisora
Yamada's first time
Pretear
Black Bird
D-Fang
Buddy kiss
School Rumble
Mekakucity Actors
Special A
The Melancholy of haruhi suzumiya
Yotsuba
Uta No Prince-sama
Free! (Iwatobi Swim Club)
Chuunibyou
Another
C3
Clannad
DN Angel
Code Geass Relouch of The Rebellion
Tengen Toppa Gurren Langann

Current animes i'm watching:

Strike The Blood
Attack On Titan
FLCL
Zetsuen No Tempest
Mitchiko and Hatchin
Samurai Champloo
Highschool of the Dead
Kuroko No Basket
Sword Art Online
Shugo Chara
Hunter x Hunter
Durarara!
Fairy Tail
Squid Girl
Death Note
Full Metal Alchemist
Pandora Hearts
Soul Eater Not!
Higurashia no Naku Koro ni
GunSlinger Girl
Heroic Age

Animes I have watched completely:

Battle Girls: Time Paradox
Akuma No Riddle
The Familiar Of Zero
Mirrai Nikki
Black Rock Shooter
D.Gray-man
Junjo Romantica
Junjo Romantica 2
Soul Eater
Black Butler
Ouran Highschool Host Club
Blue Exorcist/Ao No Exorcist
Angel Beats
Wolf's Rain
Inuyasha
Familiar of Zero
Deadman Wonderland
Hetalia
Diabolik Lovers

My FAVE Anime's so far!:
D.Gray Man-- (WHO DOESN'T FRIKKIN LOVE IT)
Angel Beats!
Hetalia
Mirrai Nikki
Black Butler
Soul Eater
Soul Eater Not!
Samurai Champloo
Fairy Tail
Blue Exorcist
Michiko and Hatchen
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I LOVE writing and drawing, anything that lets me express myself, whether it be musically or artistically.

Requests are for friends.
Commissions are kinda available.
I can draw for you or write ^^ Which ever, but I do traditional art currently, so I have to get my printer working again, before I can post more drawings.


-----♥♥------PUT THIS
----♥♥-♥♥----RIBBON
---♥♥---♥♥---ON YOUR
---♥♥---♥♥---PAGE IF
---♥♥---♥♥---YOUR'E
----♥♥-♥♥----AGAINST
-----♥♥♥------ANIMAL
----♥♥-♥♥----ABUSE
---♥♥---♥♥---THANK YOU
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: D I do role play!!! If you wanna role play with me just say so! I don't bite ^^
=.= oh, and please do not start a role play with me if you intend to make it all about your oc or yourself... It will cause me much stress and make me very passive aggressive towards you.... ^u^ Aaaaand I might just not reply if you do something over the top! And their shall be no controlling of any oc's but YOUR OWN. Unless you ask me first, when we role play.
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Thank
Y'all
so
much
;-; 142 watchers
//bows//
much appreciated *jumps out window*
  • Listening to: Cherub
  • Reading: Death Note
  • Watching: You
  • Playing: That one game where you role play
  • Eating: Yogurt and strawberries
  • Drinking: Water
Mature Content Filter is On. The Artist has chosen to restrict viewing to deviants 18 and older.
(Contains: nudity, sexual themes, violence/gore, strong language and ideologically sensitive material)

WARNING. THE FOLLOWING LITERATURE CONTAINS SUGGESTIVE IDEAS OF MUTUAL ABUSE.

IF YOU CANNOT HANDLE THIS, DO NOT READ IT, IT CONTAINS SEXUAL THEMES. AGAIN, LOTS OF MUTUAL ABUSE. IF YOU DO NOT LIKE IT

,DO NOT READ IT. ITS EVEN IN THE TITLE IF YOU DO NOT APPRECIATE THE IDEA OF A MUTUALLY ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP AND

AGGRESSIVE ANGRY SEX, THAN THIS IS NOT FOR YOU. THAT MEANS IF YOU DON'T LIKE THIS THAN YOU NEED TO GO UP TO YOUR

BROWSER BAR, AND CLICK THAT BACK BUTTON. YOU'VE BEEN WARNED.

AGAIN THIS IS SERIOUSLY YOUR LAST CHANCE TO TURN BACK ITS HAPPENING IN 

FIVE

FOUR

THREE

TWO

ALMOST THERE

ONE

Now that you've made it past the heavy and extensive warnings, here's a link to the song : D [link]
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It’s not fair. It never is. Your once happy relationship had turned into a never ending battle. Everything… everything turned into an argument… But… he was so controlling.. but … You didn’t want him to not be so controlling. He screamed, you screamed back ten times  louder. Fists would fly between you two. You loved it.


Is it sick of me


You’d leave him fuming and breathless, but you loved it.


To need control of you


Everytime he left, it was like you pulled him back. He’d say he would never come back, but he always would come crawling back. You had him on a leash, and would always smirk sadistically at how broken he was.


Is it sick to make


Smirk after smirk after plea after plea.


You beg the way I do


Making him ruin himself for you, watching him break down and beg at your door gave you the feeling like no other. He was yours, you could break him down just as quickly as you could build him back up.


Is it sick of me


They say a relationship worth fighting for is a relationship to hold onto. Were you really fighting him or merely playing with him?  At this point, there was no point. A never ending cycle of vicious anger and mutual abuse.


To want you crawling on your knees


He’d punch you, kick you, you’d punch and kick back. And then you’d grab something and give him a nice knock on the head. Who knows how many. He must’ve had at least 10 skull fractures. You didn’t care, you’d only laugh. Watch him writhe on the floor as blood pooled and as his weak voice croaked. He’d reach up to you, his eyes beady and begging for you to get some help. You’d only beat him more. He loved it. You loved it.


Is it sick to say


You’d go weeks and months without talking. Make it all picture perfect for eachother and bare fake smiles. The words coming out of your mouth weren’t genuine until you’d finally make love heatedly. Every time, bottled up tears were shed, he’d break you down and build you up. Tease and torture you wickedly. He’d scream and hit you, but the sting of his blows only made it better. Feeling his fingernails dig into your hips and break skin made you cringe with excitement. He stripped you of your insanity more and more.


I want you biting down on me


‘Ivan!! More!! Please!!” He’d watch you scream and squirm under him, with that cocky ass smirk. It pissed you off so terribly… but thats what made it great. You loved how constricting he was, how he’d piss you off and never let you get your way.


Are you sick like me?


When it was all over and done with, he’d only pull you closer. Closer into his constricting embrace. It would quiet you when your nightmares filled with him started.


Am I beautiful


“Com’mere baby~” You’d hold his face, and kiss his angry face, tangle your fingers in his blood soaked hair. He’d slam you into a wall, creating a crater and completely claiming you. His hands… they would roam, no inch went untouched. He’d leave you bruised and make you scream, breaking skin with his abuse wrapped in his love.


As I tear you to pieces


Tiny things, it was the little things that drove you both insane, and those little things turned into huge things. You would break out into all out wars across the house. Destroying walls, breaking bones, bleeding out. Alls fair in love and war, right?


Am I beautiful


Even through all of the fighting and hatred, he’d hold you.


Even at my ugliest, you always say


Kiss you tenderly and make you feel alright.


I'm beautiful


Break you back down… He was the only one that you wanted. No one else mattered.


As you tear me to pieces


He’d insult you in the worst way, only when he had moved close to you and cured your sorrow, your sadness. Tears would stream from your eyes. He’d have you dropping you your knees and wailing in heartache. His hands would hold yours in a death grip, only making it worse. But that’s what you loved.


You are beautiful


Whenever he’d grip your face, and stare into your teary eyes, you couldn’t help but to stare back in awe. Even in his fits of rage, he was your king, and you would always be his queen.


Even at your ugliest, I always say


“I-Ivan…”


You're beautiful and sick like me


“What… sunflower…”

“I love you… so much… please don’t leave me…”

He smirked.


Is it sick of me


On came the senseless fucking. Do it just to numb the pain… It made all the issues melt away. You both would forget how it all even started.


To feed the animal in you


Tease him until he went insane

He’d mark you, growling, but smirking as you whined like a bitch for more.

“More please!! Ivan I fucking want more!! Stop smirking you asshole!!” Your face would be red, just when you’d try to slap him, he’d grab your wrist with his death grip and slam it down, only to have him lavish you harshly.

“Bad sunflower~” he’d coo teasingly.


Is it sick to say


Whenever you couldn’t fight back. Whenever you couldn’t take it anymore...


I teaze the hunter like I do


Hide. Wait for him to come to you. Make him find you the hard way.


Is it sick of me


When he grabs you, just slap and kick.

Slap and kick.

Punch him.

Break him.

Make him bleed. He punches back a million times harder, bruises you worse, makes you scream and writhe.


To watch the wicked way you thrill


Watch him bleed just because of you. Watch that crimson liquid run out of him. Watch the color drain from his face, just biting your lip.


Is it sick to say


Watch him. Watch and let him hit you. Watch him break you, just as you did him, lick the gash on your arm that he gave you.


That I live to break your will

Let him break you down worse each time, build yourself back up, and let him break you again. Watch it happen over and over again. Let him screw you over. Screw him over 10 times worse.
“I fucking hate you!” you’d scream. Throw a vase at his head.


“ I hate you more, sunflower~” He’d raise that crow bar.


Your eyes would widen, but you were addicted to this. What could you say?


Fight him, slap him, let him punch kick and beat the shit out of you. Grab the knife on the floor. Give him a few gashes… Just watch him hiss in pain, and you’ll kackle as you lay on the floor, hearing him collapse.


“I’m sorry… Do you still love me?” you’d say to yourself softly.


He’d hear, through the thick silence.


“Of course.”


“Why…? “


He manages to move and pull you into his embrace.


“Because… You’re beautiful and sick like me…”
Mutual abuse, my first song fic
  • Mood: Lazy
  • Listening to: Cherub
  • Reading: Death Note
  • Watching: You
  • Playing: That one game where you role play
  • Eating: Yogurt and strawberries
  • Drinking: Water
Booty Call. 
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happy easter bitches.
  • Mood: Lazy
  • Listening to: Cherub
  • Reading: Death Note
  • Watching: You
  • Playing: That one game where you role play
  • Eating: Yogurt and strawberries
  • Drinking: Water
going to get that BenxReader oneshot published today
Theblackbutlerxreader...ehhhhh
I might actually have to discontinue the dtkxreader, either that or chapters will only be comming out once every few months
  • Mood: Lazy
  • Listening to: Cherub
  • Reading: Death Note
  • Watching: You
  • Playing: That one game where you role play
  • Eating: Yogurt and strawberries
  • Drinking: Water
Thank
Y'all
so
much
;-; 142 watchers
//bows//
much appreciated *jumps out window*
  • Listening to: Cherub
  • Reading: Death Note
  • Watching: You
  • Playing: That one game where you role play
  • Eating: Yogurt and strawberries
  • Drinking: Water

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Denmarklover200 Featured By Owner 4 hours ago  Hobbyist Writer
Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)

RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!
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searchingforsanity19 Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2015  Hobbyist Photographer

Welcome to :icondgray-mangenerals: :squee: I hope that you enjoy your time with us!

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Black-Hearts-Love Featured By Owner Mar 27, 2015  Student General Artist
^^ Yeah thanks
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WolvezRule Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
ER MER GERD YOUR ACCOUNT IS BACK~
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Black-Hearts-Love Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2015  Student General Artist
Yep but i'll prolly stay on the other one for a bit lol
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WolvezRule Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
mmkay
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Ratchetgirlrules98 Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2015
tank you on da fave for my journal~ :heart:
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Black-Hearts-Love Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2015  Student General Artist
Welcomeeess
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Ratchetgirlrules98 Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2015
:heart: U :heart:
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Black-Hearts-Love Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2015  Student General Artist
<3<3
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